Can’t believe I’ve had a crush on you since the first time my lips touched yours. It might even be more than a crush by now. Yes I’ve dated others. I even had one long relationship that lasted almost 2yrs but that doesn’t mean you weren’t in the back of my head. You’re the only man that I can talk to that doesn’t make me loose my cool. We talk practically every day. My girlfriends tell me that I should tell you how I feel but I’m too scared. Scared I’ll ruin what we have now. Scared that if I tell you we won’t talk anymore like we do now. Scared that you’ll turn me down. So instead I leave it as is. You && I && our random conversations. I saw you the other day we hung out. It was really nice to see you. When you walked me to my car I didn’t wanna say goodbye so I started to play fight with you && to my surprise you went along. Things got intense when you pushed me up close to you face to face. I could feel you breathing hard. I could see your dark brown eyes starting deep into mine. I wanted you to kiss me so badly but as close as we were neither one of us could do it. Which in a way it’s a good thing. I guess I didn’t wanna risk making things awkward after that.